"ok" is never enough...

Sometimes I get into what I call a 'good funk' where I get a reality check that reminds me I am not where I want to be.

Although discontentment is not the greatest feeling ... it helps me to re-evaluate my situation, check myself, and make plans to step it up.

It can be quite draining to constantly feel like I'm not good enough. There's a lingering feeling of self-doubt and a sense of inadequacy -- and I seriously lose sleep over this a lot... but it's also what makes me feel pumped to be better, to do more, to get motivated to go after my aspirations and be much more than what I am.

The truth is, disappointment in myself is the driving force that ignites my fire to push forward.

but ... will I ever be satisfied?

Tracks of my Tears..

People say I'm the life of the party
Because I tell a joke or two
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Deep inside I'm blue
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..


LOVE THIS!